About three or four weeks ago I exchanged my Georgia license for a New York one, and registered to vote in this the Empire State, officially making me an official resident of New York: 1 Chapman Parkway, Stony Brook, NY, 11790. However, I didn’t really consider myself an official resident until I got my car registered (finally) last Monday (and got it inspected for emissions and such today). I have mixed emotions about this.
Firstly, there is not one doubt, not even the room for doubt, in my mind that God wanted me, and made it possible for me to be, here at The Stony Brook School. I have felt this way pretty much since I was accepted for the job, but in the last several weeks, I have had a very strong sense that this is true, and of God’s presence in and guidance over my life. This assurance, I believe, has made it seem quite easy to acclimate to my new environment and in many ways feel at home despite all of the challenges I’m facing. I just “roll with the punches” knowing that I have much to learn, that I want to learn it, and that God is with me through it for his purpose(s). It’s really quite cool 😀
On the other hand, I’ve had a growing sense of homesickness. I miss the familiarity of my family (redundancy intended) and all the fun times we had together. Though I would not have said I felt at home at my Chattanooga church, I find myself missing all of the people there, especially those that were in our small group. Living in a heavily wooded area reminds me of the rolling green hills (or brown hills, depending on the season) of the Tennessee valley and the South in general, reminding me of all the wonderfully fun times I’ve had with my family, grandparents, uncles, aunts, and cousins throughout most of the South (and Pennsylvania) for the past seven years–what a treat! Also, speaking and teaching Spanish has reminded me of Chile and awakened a longing for the Andes mountains, the raging Pacific Ocean, Chilean cuisine, and all of the friends that I left there.
I’m not overwhelmed with homesickness, as the previous paragraph might suggest, but rather with thanksgiving and praise to God for the family, extended family, and friends I have and the experiences I’ve had, all of which are often bringing me a smile of joy or a chortle of delight (audible or not)–together with a sigh of longing. As my dad aptly wrote, “Sometimes joy and sadness walk together hand in hand…but what a banquet we shall have when we meet again; and our communion will be ever sweeter for increasingly reflecting God’s glory.”
In short, I’m enjoying living in New York, and I love and miss you all, and I look forward to seeing you soon (as soon as they give us a break long enough 😉 )!
Love,
~Micah
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Uncle David, thank you very much for the CD you sent me–I’ve really enjoyed listening to it!
I’m excited to see God using you in so many ways–but we all miss you too, no doubt about that!
If you ever have a “not long enough” break, you’re more than welcome to come stay with us here in Philly.
Micah, I’m so thankful for God’s leading in your life…and He’s still working. What a joy to know that God has a purpose and calling for each of our lives! And what joy and fellowship we shall all have in our great heavenly rest!
We are thrilled for you Micah! Make the most of every moment—which it sounds like you are doing!!
A. janie
It is really wild to think that you are a New York Citizen.
Thanks for the update. We think of you and pray for you often. We were wondering if any of the storms that made their way up the coast affected you. Grandpa Tom & Grandma Judy
I am glad to hear how God is working in you. I have been praying that God would give you confidence in Him. I know very much how you feel…the longings for family and home, for familiar places, and the nostalgia for Chile, together with the certainty that God is at work and wondering how His plans will unfold…
We thank the Lord for his blessings and you’re ministry opportunities. We also look forward to our next meeting and sharing how God worked things out.
I don’t know if you will see this or not, but I would like your mailing address. Grandpa Tom
Micah’s mailing address:
1 Chapman Parkway, Stony Brook, NY, 11790
You can also find this info by clicking on the “Family Info” link on the main page of the blog. Then a sub-link will appear that says “Home Addresses.”